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Anti - Social Distance

Fearful whispers, painful thoughts, on the verge of mental war. And I tried everything to make it go away. The panic grows in me, I feel it's just a phase. I projected all on you, blaming blindly was my cure.

Baby don't come into my world. Baby don't come into my world.

Must separate self from that game. I said clearly baby don't come into my fucked up world. I will collect my scraps, cause I'm too tired now, I will collect my scraps, cause I'm too tired now, I will collect my scraps, cause I'm too tired now. I finally understood to blame was my sick mind.
Baby don't come into my world. Baby don't come into my world. It's full of confusion and games, it's full of fear and pain. I never wanted you here, cause I care and protect, so I push you away. Push away, for a sec, till I'm better.

 

 

 

  Flames

Following your steps sometimes loosing my doubts.
Mind playing ego tricks. Am I queen or a clown?
It's hard to believe the things that you told me,
but harder accepting it's just the past.
Everytime I loose the grip, then it haunts me
Thought that what should be us will not last.

What did you expect?  You're spreading fire.
I am like a moth going higher, higher, higher, higher.
I can feel it burns my wings and desire.
Oh what can I do? I love fire, fire, fire, fire.

I can feel it burns my wings and desire.
Oh what can I do? I love fire, fire, fire, fire.

 

 

 

Chaotic mind


I am drowning in chaotic mind keep asking the same question: who am I? A mortal without meaning or am I God?

Searching, I keep on searching for some answers cause 've been confused enough, that was draining. Wonder, I always wonder will my powerful thoughts bring me what I want or disappointment?

I am drowning in chaotic mind keep asking the same question.

Praying, I keep on praying with my fainted heart and knees on the ground I am begging. Take it, all pain just take it! Transform all doubts into courage and light now let me taste it!

Have mercy daddy recognize the God in me. You created everything I've ever been. Don't forget I exist share your power equally. Embracing origins - I'm descendant heavenly. 

Praying, I keep on praying with my fainted heart and knees on the ground I am begging. Take it, all pain just take it! Transform all doubts into courage and light now let me taste it!
Take it, all pain just take it! Transform all doubts into the light now let me taste it!

                                             

 

 

    Followed You 

I followed You without fear in my eyes. Naive like a child that I'm safe in Your arms. Never before, never before I was so wrong. A fragile heart wanted to hide from the world. Degrading myself weakened the strength I had, looking for bliss outside stole my life. 
So late I realized that what I lived was just a lie.
So late I realized that all my trust was justified.

Layers of fear shedding like reptiles's skin, painful enough, but it's how change begins. That awful weight that's crushing my chest and floats throughout my mind with most poisonous thoughts.

So late I realized that what I lived was just a lie. So late I realized the only enemy was I. So late I realized emotionally paralised. So late I realized that all my life has passed me by, passed me by, passed me by, passed me by.

I gathered the rest of strenght that I had, I'm tired of loosing myself. There's a lot to crawl, even more to walk pass all the illusions.

 

 

In memory of


Oh trust me don't you worry. Follow me at night, for I know the end of story that broke our gentle hearts. For I know the end of story that broke our gentle hearts. 
Mama, papa disagree for our love eternity.  So walk barefoot with me cold snow will set us free. So walk barefoot with me cold snow will set us free. 

So we did and he got sick. Wasn't snow who killed my John. Our parents now in grieve, but I was left alone. Our parents now in grieve but I was left alone. 
Oh my body won't you die? How will I survive this life? It's him who gave me heaven, I'll miss him till I die. It's him who gave me heaven, I'll miss him till I die.

 

 

 It Will Pass

Hope it won't last, hope it will pass this state of mind, this pain inside. Hope it won't last, hope it will pass this state of mind, this pain of mine.

You won't see my smile for a while. What I care about is my will for life. How I wish to just not feel anything, how I wish to be numb. 

Hope it won't last, hope it will pass this state of mind, this pain inside. 

You exposing every wound that I hid for years and carried through. Mirroring to me what needs to be done. Without you I wouldn't be where I am now.

On my way there. To the healing. Wishful thinking. I'm still bleeding.

You came to me in the best time, in the worst time. Why can't you see I never wanted, I didn't wanted.

Hope it won't last, hope it will pass this state of mind, this pain inside. Hope it won't last, hope it will pass this state of mind, this pain of mine.

 

 

Malanga

Cross made of wood. You made of stone. Watching over me, like a bare your grieve, like there's something I should know.

I will wipe their tears, I will heal them all, with the sacred name of our saviour, our saviour, our saviour.

You made of stone. Me - flesh and bones. On my lips I wear all the ancient prayers from the book that's human made.

I will wipe their tears, I will heal them all, with the sacred name of our saviour, our saviour, our saviour.
I will wipe their eyes, so they won't be blind, I will bless their heads with my touch, my touch, my touch, my touch, my touch.

Again I'm heaven sent. I went to the depths of hell. Met there all of my friends. Confessed them, washed their sins away. Dante he knows that well. We went through the depths of hell, the depths of hell.
 

 

 

Rebels

Thích Quảng Đức sat peacefully in the middle of busy, Vietnamese street, prayed before self immolation.
You can't stop us u can't stop us, You can't stop us u can't stop us!

It's not the first time they came to fight your legal crimes its all around the world, we're all around the world.
You can't stop us!  You can't stop us! You can't stop us! You can't stop us!

Blooded protests, bloody marches, we're too many to be parted. For our freedom and our rights, against your will we'll always fight.

It's not the first time they came to fight your legal crimes its all around the world, we're all around the world.

You can't stop us!  You can't stop us! You can't stop us! You can't stop us!

 

 

 

 

 

    Summers End

Summer ends and my backpack awaits for days. I need to leave what I've always known, leave behind. Where will it take me the mystery of morning stars? 

Heavy wind closes my eyes. Rocks and stones cold and sharp. Now that I've left what I've always known and always 've been my roots are growing fast supporting what I care within.
 Now that I've left what I've always known and always been my roots are growing fast supporting what I care within.

Would you live for you? Would you live for you? Would you live for you? Would you live for you? 

 

 

 

 

 

Universe

Maybe I'm not here striding across time. Logic violates places where I am. Everything I see comes from my mind's eye sometimes it's more real than all you can touch. 

Chasing nebulas, fleeing from myself, on the galaxies dropping all my pain.

Without you I'm traveling through the space burn in flames. Without you I'm traveling through the space burn in flames. 

Chasing nebulas, fleeing from myself, on the galaxies dropping all my pain.

Universe without you, 
Without you was emptiness. 
Universe was emptiness. 
And I am all that is left.